The feel of your kiss...

So tell me why I've been thinking of all the good times me and the douche had? For the past few nights, before I go to bed I've been replaying all the kisses he gave me and all the sweet words he spoke to me. DAMN IT!!! I want him outta my mind, but it seems the more I try to get that to happen, the more he pops in.


My friends are trying to get to do more online dating, but it's just not me. Granted that is how I met the douche, but still lol. Obviously men like her are the type of ones that are out there doing that. Why is it so hard to just meet someone like through mutual friends or at church? But no worries, it's in God's hands.



In recent news....I've decided to go back and get my Masters in Speech Language Pathology. The bad part about it is that it will take me 4 YEARS to complete. This isn't a 'traditional' 2 years Masters program. The program my university offers is a 5 year Masters program for undergrads. So like, in 5 years, instead of getting their bachelors they'd go straight and have a Masters. And they don't offer a 'fast track' or limited course for people who already have their Bachelors. The only thing I don't have to take are my basics. UGH that sucks. There are 6 classes I have to take before I can even enter the program--2 Psych classes, Anatomy & its lab, and 2 Linguistics classes.

I'm gonna see if the neighboring university has a Speech Language Pathology Masters. Idk if I can do 4 years. That means i'll be almost 30 before i'm out of school. And what am I suppose to do about work? I've been on this teaching track, paid all this money to get my certification and am I just gonna leave it? Ahhh I don't know.

Right now i'm not trying to stress about it. Right now i'm focused on getting financial aid, If I can't get any well then it's a moot point. I'm not one to get out student loans, so maybe i'll work and slowly start working towards that Masters degree.

We'll see what happens :)